Wednesday, April 16, 2008

When a dream dies.........

I am so sad/devastated to report that we are not pregnant.

I know that God knows the plans for us...but sometimes I wish they were not so hard. For once I hoped that something would go a bit easier.....I use that term loosely, because just to get here - to do IVF - was years of waiting, several surgeries, and thousands of dollars.

I am thankful for Roon, the most supportive husband ever and Bean who is without fail a light in my life. I am so blessed to be a Mommy and I had hoped to have more children to share the love with, but alas I don't know that we will.

Thanks for your support, prayers and encouragement.

12 comments:

Kathryn said...

I am so sad with you. I do not understand why...but I do know that I trust God and the plans He has for your whole family. We love you guys so much!!!!

Lisa said...

Wish I had something profound to say, but nothing comes to mind. We are here for you! God has great plans for your lives! Love ya!

Stacemoe said...

Wanted to let you know ya'll are in my thoughts and prayers....

Suz said...

Oh Stephanie, tears sprang to my eyes to read this. I was so hopeful for you.

I'm praying for you a big ol' dose of peace that passes all understanding.

RamFam said...

Steph I cry for you and the whole family. I know God is with you and I hope you can feel his peace.

The Joys of having Boys said...

I am so sorry. I feel so much sadness for you. Please know that I am here for you. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Kahla said...

Stephanie, I am so very sorry. I know what you're feeling all too well and even though it's not much comfort right now, please know that I'm thinking of you.

Hugs

One women, three boys! said...

Stephanie,
My heart just aches for you guys. I'm so sorry and we love you.

Justin said...

I am soo soo sorry, my heart is breaking for you guys.
Danette

Linda said...

When dreams disappoint, remember that God has his own timetable and it is by his place and time that all things happen.
Today was not the day God choose for you. Don't give up and don't be too sad, for God is good and he will help you when the time is right .
Your family and friends are always here for you. Rejoice in the fact you have Evie and Trent. Know that your day for a new child is not out of reach, but just not today.
We all love you.

Riley Alan Blackman said...

We love you guys very much and our thoughts and prayers have been and will continue to be with you. I know it is hard, but don't give up on your dream, not sure exactly how, but I really feel that your dream will be fulfilled in the future.

crayonmommy said...

So sad and thinking about ya'll non stop. I had everyone I knew praying for you yesterday. We'll just keep it up, then. I love yall!